Why do I what I do?

I often get asked now days “Why do you do suicide prevention?” I often tell them about my grandfather and my own history with depression and having had suicidal thoughts when I was on anti-depressants. ImageThis is the only picture that I have of my grandfather Lloyd and myself. I think I was about four or five months old in this picture. This is my Grandfather Moreland that committed suicide on May 13, 1996, at age 66.

You may call me crazy after you read the rest of this blog post…
Have you ever had one of those “out of body experiences”?  When I was younger, probably about 2-3 yrs after his death, I felt like his spirit came into my room and laid in me.  And I feel that he is sorry for what he did, and he is with me for the cause.